Breakfast with a friend

I've been really feeling happy with the couple of breakfast that I've been having with a friend. This friend of mine is really nice. We just go out on breakfast, talk about work and just very lightly bond with each other. His wife is out of the country, that is why I am very careful with how I act with him or the bond that we are creating. I really hope that this friendship will grow as I treat him as one of a good friend in the making. We have a lot of things in common, even our likes, hobbies and lifestyle are almost similar.

I'm sure that as soon as his wife comes home, there will no more breakfast with just us. But that would be okay, as long as we remain friends. (Even with his wife too, that would be great!)

Thanks Allan for the breakfast that we have and hope that there are many more to come! I really enjoyed the ones that we had. Even the beer and night outs with our friends are good times to remember also.

Vision Board - Coming Soon

I am going to start my new life with a Vision Board. I haven't really started with this. I don't even know what to put into it.
So coming soon is my vision board.

Start of My Struggle

Ok, here is it...I am going to do this and at the same time be serious about it as well. As I have posted before, I am suffering from PCOD / PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome / Disease In my case, I am already on the disease part).

So here's the plan, super healthy living...meaning DIET, EXERCISES and minimal vices.
I'm going to put it in journal (or in this case, this blog) and hopefully if I'm successful others can have this as a source of inspiration.

This is me, my struggle for PCOS / PCOD, my life - my journey

Rain Rain

It's been raining since yesterday and I think its affecting me. I love the rain because I find it so calming (even the thunderstorms and typhoons). When it rains, deep inside I feel so normal... like I'm not that sad anymore because I know that the angels are crying with me.

When it rains hard and continuous my emotions become raw and I suddenly feel so vulnerable. I like this because its been long since I keep on masking my real feelings just to show others that I am happy and okay. That there is no need for them to worry or even think about me.

Am I that pathetic? I think so too. I hate it when people can sense that I am sad. It's not that I want their care or concern. I just don't want them to be hassled. There are more important things that should be thought or worried about. I'm not just worth it!