It's been raining since yesterday and I think its affecting me. I love the rain because I find it so calming (even the thunderstorms and typhoons). When it rains, deep inside I feel so normal... like I'm not that sad anymore because I know that the angels are crying with me.
When it rains hard and continuous my emotions become raw and I suddenly feel so vulnerable. I like this because its been long since I keep on masking my real feelings just to show others that I am happy and okay. That there is no need for them to worry or even think about me.
Am I that pathetic? I think so too. I hate it when people can sense that I am sad. It's not that I want their care or concern. I just don't want them to be hassled. There are more important things that should be thought or worried about. I'm not just worth it!
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