Confrontation with myself

I'm still at work and its 20 past 6...Why am I here? I'm not workaholic, its just that my ride haven't arrived yet...and I can't work anymore because my head already hurts...so now, I am blogging.

Given that I still have time, I think this would be a good chance for me to let you into me! (huh?!)
So anyway, I am still..to date I am 25 years of age, working in a corporate world, have a medical condition - pcos/d, lost and doesn't know where to go. yes that's me.... i don't even know who I really am. Frankly, there is a part of me that doesn't want to. For now, I will describe two things that I think people should know about me....

1. I never tell the whole truth. I know this is a gray area on honesty and all, but that's me, I really never tell the whole truth. if some one asks me who am I, I'll respond with my work is OK, quite busy but manageable..or something to that effect. Most of the time, I would even sugar coat the truth just to make sure that other people, especially my parents, would feel secure that I am fine. In reality, I am fine, well at least some parts of my life is fine.

2. I just want to be happy. That's about it..I just want to feel the real happiness that emanates from people when they say that they are truly happy....I don't think I have felt that or if I did; it has been too long that I forgot.

What is my purpose for this blog? I would just want a space (anywhere really, i just find that this is the most convenient and less scandal for me)....where I could be really honest and tell the whole truth. Express myself and somewhat leave a trace of who I really am.

This is me for now, and this from this point on, i will share as much of me in the journey of my life.