- Achieve my ideal weight
- Paid Credit Cards
- 100,000.00 PHP investment savings
- 100,000.00 PHP bank savings
- Curtained Bed Room
- Clean and Organized:
- Bed Room
- Bags
- Closet
- Drawers
- Cosmetics
- Fixed and Flexible Schedule
- Travel, Travel, Travel
Thursday, August 28, 2008
I will make these happen
I promised before that I will make a vision board for the start of my complete life make-over but until now that is not happening. So, in the meantime, here are the list of the things that i will make happen in the near future...
Thursday, August 21, 2008
I've been sad lately
It has been a while since my last post. And if you will notice, my other post was really on happy note. I really felt blessed and loved by my friends that surrounds me. but I guess all good things must come to an end...
Just recently, I was reading through the multiply blog of my friend's friend. And I just found out that my friend already has a girl friend and he is not even telling me. On top of that, he keeps talking sweet to me... You see this friend of mine - he has been like my confidant. Someone that I have always been able to talk to. And at some point it was like "us". There is this mutual feeling that we both liked each other. But then, since our world was not anymore our place (when we separated ways - physically but not through communication) there was already this gap.
I though that our "relationship" wouldn't get affected because we were still seeing each other weekly. Until it came to a point where we missed a week and just said that we're gonna make up for it - then another week was missed. And before we knew it, a month was over and we did not see each other physically. I thought this was okay since we were constantly in chat with each other ------- all of sudden, things changed.
And just now, it dawned on me...we are no longer "us". The mutual feeling and sweetness that we had for each other was gone. He already has some one special. And this was further cemented by the blog that I read. They were officially a couple.
Then it hit me - “Do not spend your lifetime loving a person if you have no plans to tell how you feel… its selfish.”
Just recently, I was reading through the multiply blog of my friend's friend. And I just found out that my friend already has a girl friend and he is not even telling me. On top of that, he keeps talking sweet to me... You see this friend of mine - he has been like my confidant. Someone that I have always been able to talk to. And at some point it was like "us". There is this mutual feeling that we both liked each other. But then, since our world was not anymore our place (when we separated ways - physically but not through communication) there was already this gap.
I though that our "relationship" wouldn't get affected because we were still seeing each other weekly. Until it came to a point where we missed a week and just said that we're gonna make up for it - then another week was missed. And before we knew it, a month was over and we did not see each other physically. I thought this was okay since we were constantly in chat with each other ------- all of sudden, things changed.
And just now, it dawned on me...we are no longer "us". The mutual feeling and sweetness that we had for each other was gone. He already has some one special. And this was further cemented by the blog that I read. They were officially a couple.
Then it hit me - “Do not spend your lifetime loving a person if you have no plans to tell how you feel… its selfish.”
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